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i cant do this anymore

tomorrows the states game and home for the holidays
even though its december 1st and 60 something degrees, i hate that.
it doesn't really feel like winter at all.

20 days until my birthday.



=]

i cant stop thinking
i cant sleep

thanksgiving was okay.
christmas and my birthday really soon, i love winter.

things could be better.

so, i almost killed myself jumping of a tree house tonight.
intresting.


im frustrated with everything.

my sisters coming home on monday
and thanksgiving is on thursday, something to look foward to?
i guess

always needing something.
always missing something.

im never satisfied.

halloween's on tuesday :] finally.
i miss alot of people
i dont like the way things are working out

i hope halloween's better then last year
alot better.

i feel guiltly.
i hate this feeling
it never goes away

im frustrated with everything and almost everyone.
im not exactly thrilled about anything right now
and i'd like to throw my computer out the window for being ridiculously slow and annoying.


dfjg.

it's going to be oct in one day
i love this weather
i'm so excited
for winter and cold
and winter and cold
and hot chocolate =]
and SNOW!