urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase <3 Kate 2006-12-04T03:30:29Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:11789 2006-12-04T03:30:29Z 2006-12-04T03:30:29Z ...<br /><br /><br />i cant do this anymore urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:11719 2006-12-02T04:22:23Z 2006-12-02T04:22:23Z brand new tomorrows the states game and home for the holidays<br />even though its december 1st and 60 something degrees, i hate that.<br />it doesn't really feel like winter at all.<br /><br />20 days until my birthday.<br /><br /><br /><br />=] urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:11404 2006-11-29T04:27:09Z 2006-11-29T04:27:09Z brand new i cant stop thinking<br />i cant sleep urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:11250 2006-11-25T03:51:02Z 2006-11-25T03:51:02Z none thanksgiving was okay.<br />christmas and my birthday really soon, i love winter.<br /><br />things could be better. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:10809 2006-11-19T04:54:11Z 2006-11-19T04:54:11Z none so, i almost killed myself jumping of a tree house tonight.<br />intresting.<br /><br /><br />im frustrated with everything.<br /><br />my sisters coming home on monday<br />and thanksgiving is on thursday, something to look foward to?<br />i guess urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:10632 2006-11-15T21:58:00Z 2006-11-15T21:58:34Z something corporate always needing something.<br />always missing something.<br /><br />im never satisfied. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:10364 2006-10-29T04:13:47Z 2006-10-29T04:13:47Z chiodos halloween's on tuesday :] finally.<br />i miss alot of people<br />i dont like the way things are working out<br /><br />i hope halloween's better then last year<br />alot better. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:9921 2006-10-11T01:53:38Z 2006-10-11T01:53:38Z none i feel guiltly.<br />i hate this feeling<br />it never goes away urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:9724 2006-10-08T04:31:35Z 2006-10-08T04:31:35Z chiodos im frustrated with everything and almost everyone.<br />im not exactly thrilled about anything right now<br />and i'd like to throw my computer out the window for being ridiculously slow and annoying.<br /><br /><br />dfjg. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:9252 2006-09-30T19:29:42Z 2006-09-30T19:29:42Z the forecast it's going to be oct in one day<br />i love this weather<br />i'm so excited<br />for winter and cold<br />and winter and cold<br />and hot chocolate =]<br />and SNOW! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:8997 2006-09-20T02:18:04Z 2006-09-20T02:18:04Z death cab everything's been alot better then i expected.<br />school's actually really good, i like it.<br />going to visit my sister on saturday :] gonna be in PA for<br />the rest of the weekend. whoo. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:8903 2006-09-10T15:48:52Z 2006-09-10T15:48:52Z death cab for cutie schools tomorrow.<br />i'm nervous. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:8657 2006-09-07T03:10:15Z 2006-09-07T03:10:15Z the forecast i dyed my hair =] and i actually like it now.<br />my schedule got changed, again.<br />schools in 4 days. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:8382 2006-09-05T04:44:32Z 2006-09-05T04:44:32Z nothing last week of summer.<br />i hope its good urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:8173 2006-09-01T04:35:27Z 2006-09-01T04:35:27Z modest mouse i cant stop thinking about school.<br />i'm ready for it to start<br />the sooner the better<br />i need routine, work, things to keep these things off my mind. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:7708 2006-08-28T00:38:27Z 2006-08-28T00:38:27Z jacks mannequin i hate being so aware of someone's absence that you can do nothing but think about it<br />i just got back from dropping my sister off at school<br />i miss her already.<br />and i could have had a much much better schedule. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:7627 2006-08-22T21:41:54Z 2006-08-22T21:41:54Z cute is what we aim for i have bitten my nails so far down, they're barely there.<br />i wish i could stop thinking so much<br />i need to sleep more<br />start/finish my summer reading<br />my sister's leaving on saturday =[ <br />dfjg. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:7300 2006-08-20T05:38:32Z 2006-08-20T05:38:32Z chiodos i'm really frustrated with everything thats been going on lately.<br />there's so much on my mind but whenever i try to talk to someone <br />they have they no room in their head for my problems.<br />i want to get my schedule and start school<br />i need a busy day and work to keep my mind off of everything. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:6983 2006-08-16T07:31:53Z 2006-08-16T07:32:56Z bayside it's 3:30 in the morning.<br />i'm still awake<br />my ipod won't turn on<br />there's no way i'm sleeping tonight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:6870 2006-08-10T05:52:03Z 2006-08-10T18:51:20Z hit the lights i think too much. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:5989 2006-08-05T04:15:50Z 2006-08-05T04:15:50Z the academy is its august already.<br />everythings been okay, could be better.<br />i really should start summer reading<br />i wish i could stop thinking about school<br />because we still have the rest of the month and<br />a few weeks in sept.<br />racing thoughts<br />wont stop. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:5643 2006-07-31T04:49:16Z 2006-07-31T04:53:44Z tegan and sara i dont know.<br />i cant stop thinking<br />i wish i wasn't so fucking paranoid about every little thing.<br />theres so many things i wish i could change<br />it feels like i've been trying so hard to make everyone else happy, stop complaining, stop annoying everyone around me..<br />i know i need to calm down, stop looking at the clock every 2 seconds and relax.<br />if i could do that, i would. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:5477 2006-07-29T17:35:44Z 2006-07-29T17:35:44Z dashboard now i remember why i stopped updating this. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:5221 2006-07-28T06:41:39Z 2006-07-28T06:41:39Z cursive i can't sleep,<br />im tired and wide awake at the same time.<br />its going to be august in 2 days?<br />im started to get worried about school<br />even though its still pretty far away.<br />everything got messed up tonight<br />hopefully tomorrow and the rest of the weekend is good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:quotablephrase:4890 2006-07-25T12:50:57Z 2006-07-25T12:50:57Z none its really early.<br />i dont know why im awake<br />i feel like shit<br />i dont want to be up<br />and thinking about anything.<br />i have no idea whati'm doing today, and thats really bothering me.<br />i dont know whatthe point of this entry is<br />everythings just not so good right now<br />and i really need more then 2 hours of sleep.